I have had plenty of time to think about this and I now have a clear path.
When I'm satisfied that I've tried everything to fix my back, stop the pain, or even find a way to reduce the pain from time to time and still don't have an answer then I'll stop the pain.
Taking my own life will be the only option. I have a few options left and I'm still looking for new things to try. But I'm almost out of energy.
Physio gets a couple more months, I have a pain management clinic to visit and then unless I find something new I'll have to start working on my goodbye letters.
Over the next few months I'll start working on who gets a letter and what I need and want to say. I should write a letter for when the kids get older Something like 2027 should work.
When I'm satisfied that I've tried everything to fix my back, stop the pain, or even find a way to reduce the pain from time to time and still don't have an answer then I'll stop the pain.
Taking my own life will be the only option. I have a few options left and I'm still looking for new things to try. But I'm almost out of energy.
Physio gets a couple more months, I have a pain management clinic to visit and then unless I find something new I'll have to start working on my goodbye letters.
Over the next few months I'll start working on who gets a letter and what I need and want to say. I should write a letter for when the kids get older Something like 2027 should work.
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